Umm.... Yeah~! So all the stuff I ranted about? All sorted out. It wasn't his fault in the first place, it was mine. I need to be more careful how I act, 'cuz I can be a real brat sometimes!

Anyway... I'm really happy. I've realized my place. I mean, it's been like this for a really, really long time, so I don't know why I've just realized it, but I did. All this time, thinking I didn't belong anywhere? I do belong. You wanna know where? I belong by his side. Forever.

Anyway.

I'm just so happy... Nothing can bring me down! Someone was being a bitch to me yesterday, but I just totally ignored it~ So what? If you're gonna be a bitch, why should I be talking to you in the first place? Aha. <3


In more important news, I've started working on my book again. <3 I finally got passed the Introduction, which was 6 pages long, and now I'm working on Act 1. There's like.... 3 Acts, I think? Or maybe 4... I dunno. But I wanna finish this by like..... May, I think. I wanna try to get it published, If I can, before June of next year. I've actually got a whole team of people helping me with this, but I'm only in contact with one of them right now. It's me, Dylan, Ashley, and Patrick, all of whom I met this year at Oceanography, except Dylan whom I've known for years. He was my... "first love". By that I mean the one I thought I loved. I never did though, really. Anyway, he's the one I text or talk to on the phone all the time, and we discuss Luna and how the story is going to go, etc. He helps me a lot and it's great to have someone to help me with this!


Anyway.... In the book, the main chara Luna is a cat, and her bf/enemy/creator person Solus calls her "Kitty", and Randy's been calling me kitty, too.... He is going to regret that. I have it all planned out.... It's just gonna take a while for me to get what I need for this to work. Hmm....


So, yeah!
I'm loving life so much right now. <3

ALSO!
Do any of you play PoupeeGirl?
I've been obsessing over it the past week or so....
My friend Meg said "This is like, your game." XD She means it suits me so well. Which is very true!
I just need to get more ribbons...... ;;;


OOH OOOH AND AND AND...
We have this Immagration project in English class, and we have to create a person who immagrated from the country we picked out of a stack of random countries (we have to research that country,) into the US. It's so cool!!!

I got Ireland. My character is named Deirdre Celine O'Casey. Um.... She was saved from drowning in a river by a homeless orphan when she was 5. Later on her parents adopted the boy that saved her and he is now her older brother (by 2 years), Bain. (Which apearently means "pale bridge", which I think makes total sense!) And her only two friend are twins, Marie and Natalie ******. I can't say their last name, because My friend Linny (Lindsey) was making her character, and one of the question was about their friends, and she used my last name. XD She had "Jessica *********" (Yeah my last name is really fuckin long, I know.) And I was like "I don't really like the name Jessica, but that's okay." And she's like "Is THIS better?" And I look over and she changed it to "Wee-Wee Face". I was like "NOOOOOOOOO!" so she asked me for a name I like, so in the end it turned out to be Celine. <3

For any lolis reading this, yeah, I named her after my favorite brand, Dear Celine. <3

So now I want to design all of my characters.... <3

and maybe a little plot for them? Like a short-story... I know that Dei falls in love with Bain, and that's why she emigrates here, because it's wrong to like a brother, obviously, even if he is adopted, so they leave their parents behind and in the end (He doesn't know she likes him, but he still does this) he changes his last name to his original name, instead of O'Casey, so they're no longer siblings. I wonder what his original last name should be.... Any suggestions, anyone?


So I'm going to go work on Luna now. <3

Love you all~!